I haven't liked pink for awhile and probably never really will! I'll wear it and use it, but it's my least favorite color. LOL
As far as changed, I'm just tired. I wouldn't say hopeless, but definitely just tired of bad things happening in life. It's so exhausting to put so much effort out there to be a good person or do things for people to be met with rudeness. For whatever reason I still do it, but I found that it just seems to hurt more than it use to. I always see quotes about people saying "you get use to people hurting you" and I don't think that's entirely true, you might get use to the action happening or expect it at times, but you never get "use" to the hurt, it really honestly just hurts more each time. I don't mean that to be depressive, but just something that's been a sad fact in my life recently.
On the other hand through feeling that way I've been trying to just figure out things in my own life, trying to figure out what makes ME happy and what's best for ME. (Not like in a selfish way) It's not always easy either! I tend to put a lot of my needs on the side burner, especially during my last relationship. So I've definitely been trying to find the balance between still being a kind person to people, but also thinking about myself.