WhiteWolf Posted May 16, 2020 Share Posted May 16, 2020 Mods: Please forgive me if this topic is not allowed. Last Sunday, my soulmate of 23 1/2 years ascended. This has left me empty. This this reason alone I will not be participating in the AC this year. I wish I could say more, but I may have already said too much. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
angie8204 Posted May 16, 2020 Share Posted May 16, 2020 sorry to hear that  This post has been edited by a member of staff (Duma) because of a violation of the forum rules.Please keep your posts at 7 words or above.Per the reason above, please review our SPAM rules. WhiteWolf 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jellysundae Posted May 16, 2020 Share Posted May 16, 2020 I'm so sorry I hope telling us helps, even if it's just the tiniest bit, in your journey through your grief. WhiteWolf 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteWolf Posted May 17, 2020 Author Share Posted May 17, 2020 @jellysundaeTalking about it does help, but it feels like I'll never be the same. I have my cat asleep at my feet. Cerridwen has refused to leave my side for anything short of the litterbox. My writer side is probably going to turn this into the saddest, most angst-ridden fic of all time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shauns_fiancee Posted May 17, 2020 Share Posted May 17, 2020 I cannot imagine what you are going through, I am so sorry, my heart truly goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Duma Posted May 17, 2020 Share Posted May 17, 2020 Oh no! I'm sorry for your loss @WhiteWolf . Anyone would feel empty when that happens. I hope you and your cat can comfort each other a bit in these hard times. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jellysundae Posted May 17, 2020 Share Posted May 17, 2020 11 hours ago, WhiteWolf said: My writer side is probably going to turn this into the saddest, most angst-ridden fic of all time. That will help you work through this too. This is all about learning to live with your grief rather than feeling you need to get over it. A loss like this changes you forever, but that doesn't mean you'll be sad forever; right now though it's the time for that. Your cat knows this too. Rayd1978 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteWolf Posted May 18, 2020 Author Share Posted May 18, 2020 I had to go home for my mom's 80th birthday. I couldn't bring Cerridwen with me, but I do have my sister. The cruelest/most ironic part is that the fifth hurricane on the east coast is Edouard. A Spanish variant of Edward. *sob* jellysundae 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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